| Long time no see |
[18 Mar 2007|11:52pm] |
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Greg broke up with me. I am in college. I go to MIT often. Mike and I started talking again. I like Rurik. I am going to Puerto Rico this Sunday. All is good :)
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[11 Aug 2006|07:55am] |
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So the last time I updated was about 6 months ago, when I dropped off the face of the planet. Well, I'm back, and the times sure have a-changed. I figure that I'll try to keep writing in this because I really can't bring myself to write in a real journal -- without the allure of strangers reading my words, I encounter a dulling writer's block. Narcissism at its finest, I suppose.
I just got back from Fire Island, where Michelle and I stayed at Eliza's (rented) place there. I will maybe post pictures later. It was super nice and sunny and I read three books (Slammerkin, Kite Runner, and Don't Try This At Home, for those who care) and got some sun. The water was freezing though, so I didn't go in after the first day.
My room is actually clean for once, but aside from OCD cleaning, I feel as though I have accomplished little this summer. I really should get off my ass and go to the ICP or something, but I can't really bring myself to. I suppose that while I'm at it, I should do more college stuff, maybe do some reading. I still have to go out and buy the required reading book, it looks so retarded. I love how anyone who uses the word "retarded" as an adjective for anything but a person who is developmentally or mentally retarded automatically makes them sound like they have the mental capacity of the type of person they're describing. Retarded. Anyways, it looks...dumb. I don't want to read it.
Here is a list of things I should do:
Check the last week of achewood (www.achewood.com <-- check it out)
Go to the gym to get ready for volleyball preseason
Read that retarded/dumb/stupid book (Branded)
Do college stuff
Clean my bathroom
Go work at the ICP
But instead I'll probably just play WoW or something.
Does anyone want to go to the Whitney with me on September 15th to go to a Zoe Strauss (zoestrauss.com) presentation? It looks super good, but I'd prefer to go with someone.
As for classes, it seems like I'm the only person who got a near-completed schedule. After arena, which should be as horrible as usual, it should look like this:
Spanish V (I'm actually in the equivalent of Spanish VI but Packer fails so yeah)
French I/II
AB Calculus
AP Art History
Hero's Journey/Latin American Lit
Volleyball/Independent Study
I'm pretty psyched about it. I have 3 hour frees every day, which should be really really nice come second semester.
Anyways, hopefully this marks my return to LiveJournal...but who knows.
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[13 Nov 2005|10:43pm] |
Last night I had a dream that I at first wanted to marry my father, but on our wedding day decided that I didn't, and was too scared to tell him and was horrified at what I'd done.
All you Freud thinkers, please tell me what this means.
And..( hahahha I want to die like this )
EDIT:: AUGH I hate how I keep fucking updating this. But I feel so incredibly anxious and nervous and worried right now. I don't know why, it's really bizarre. Yeesh. I'm like...shaking.
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[06 Nov 2005|05:33am] |
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I'm waiting.
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[18 Oct 2005|06:08pm] |
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RIP Little
2001-2005
Your brother Big and I will miss you so much. I will never forget the countless hours you spent entertaining drunk, high, or otherwise fucked up teenagers by doing laps around your tank.
I'm actually pretty upset by this.
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[17 Oct 2005|12:01am] |
have hit critical mass
laura needs a jew or college.
i feel really weird, i wonder if it's my medication
saturday was nice, i shot pool and had bbq with elan
man i just love that 12:45 energy burst
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[14 Oct 2005|11:58am] |
oh my god
oh my god
i am so stressed
i am so failing all my classes
i am so DEALING WITH SO MUCH OUTSIDE OF SCHOOL SHIT THAT I CAN'T EVEN START THINKING ABOUT AFOREMENTIONED CLASSES AND I CAN'T EVEN SOLVE THOSE FUCKING PROBLEMS BECAUSE OF THINGS LIKE DIVORCE AND DRUGS AND MOTHERFUCKING AS;LDKFJ;ASDLKJFASINTERPERSONAL RELATIONSHIP SHIT
everything is NOT OK
laura is NOT OK
half of me wants to give up and sleep but the other half thinks there's still hope if i work hard
i can't work hard
oh god
i'm not ok.
LAURA NOT OK
I AM NOT OK
I AM NOT OK
FUCKING NOT OK
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[13 Oct 2005|08:12pm] |
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Being lonely is worse than I thought it would be. I think that human contact really is essential. Regardless, I feel restless and just like something is lacking. It's a pretty weird feeling. I feel like I'm slowly being sandpapered down.
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[25 Sep 2005|03:59pm] |
so i spent saturday and sunday hanging out with none other than the fantastic sam rosenberg and we did things like make noodle soup and be lazy and watch master and commander. it was probably the best weekend i've had in a while.
other than that i've spent far too much time lately listening to modest mouse and feeling incredibly depressed and sorry for myself. i have a bad feeling that the music and the feelings go hand in hand. there really is no end in sight.
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| die packer die |
[07 Sep 2005|09:28pm] |
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oh my god today sucked. everything sucks. fuck packer. i miss everyone and want to sleep until people are ready to have me visit.
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[25 Aug 2005|02:18am] |
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tonight has been one of the most emotionally (and somewhat physically) taxing nights of my life. i don't know what to do with myself.
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| i'm just another dorian gray |
[16 Aug 2005|02:41am] |
today i met robert and we got coffee
yay robert! i had fun. sorry my dad was kind of intense.
getting back to nyc tomorrow, for those interested.
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[14 Aug 2005|04:54am] |
i am ready to kill john.
oh my god. what an asshole.
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[05 Aug 2005|01:52am] |
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Tonight in the car, Claudia had some choice words for Sara and I:
Sara: Dame mas gasoliiiina!
Claudia: What does gasolina mean?
Sara: Oh the Mexicans love gasolina. You think it means gasoline, but it really means something else.
Me: Mexicans are too stupid to think of any innuendo. They're just singing about how much they love gasoline.
Sara: Nuh uh, they're singing about skeet.
Claudia: Skeet?
Sara: Skeet.
Claudia: What's skeet?
Sara: Umm...Laura...help me out here...
Me: You got yourself into this mess, you're getting yourself out.
Sara: Well you see, skeet is...well it's...I don't know exactly how to...--
Me: It's cum.
Claudia: Ohhh. You mean what you sometimes swallow? You swallow it, right?
(Raucious laughter)
Claudia: Well no, I mean don't think of this in terms of what Claudia used to do all the time...think of it in terms of self respect, of empowerment, of doing what's right..
Me: You just crossed a line.
BACK AT 8 TOMORROW YEEEAAAAAH
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| sara won't let me play warcraft until tomorrow night :( :( :(...whore |
[01 Aug 2005|06:30pm] |
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sara's here. her bag got lost. fuckin jet blue. we've house-sat and played ddr and ate watermelon. i'm very...restless...so to speak.
life's good and we're back on friday night!
*sara added a few cute little things. bitch.
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| changed schedule has me compelled to check dates and make more lists |
[25 Jul 2005|11:51pm] |
arrrrgggggh!!
i'm apparently leaving for california on wednesday, not thursday. that ruins plans. lots of plans!
anyways, nothing that really can't wait, if you're a senior reading this i'd appreciate it if you commented and let me know when you'll be off to college and stuff. according to my parents it's "time to discuss with your...older friends...some appropriate visiting times". i'm working out some deal with them where I would be able to do whatever the hell I wanted to on winter and spring break (no college visits!) and instead visit friends in college just about every other weekend.
oh i'd also appreciate the help of an 18 year old (actually, all you need to do is have an id that says you're 18+) tomorrow. seriously. help would be really appreciated.
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